TIME ABSENCE

Wow! I haven't been to this blog quite for a while. Why? I have no time for it! I have loads of things to study, I have to go to work, I do dancing and finally I decided (for the artistic ego of mine) to compile a new cd with chillout music... so while working on the cd i forgot to update my beloved blog. (anyway I don't know who really reads this crap lol..except of a few individuals called fiends who take this as a sign of solidarity towards me + my internet friend Misa, who reads this blog and comments almost all of my posts despite that it is very boring lol..so thanx :-D )... The reason why I'm writing this is to get help. so I am asking all of the people out there who read this (and I know you exist lol) to tell me: HOW TO MANAGE TIME BETTER??? 'cause I just don't know what more to do to make my life easier... I'm hopeless... :-D... btw thank you everyone for reading my blog... especially you Misa... my bestestest internet friend.. have a nice day everybody!!!

LONELY THOUGHTS (PART NINE)

Today I realized that it's not even fun to have holidays when your friends don't have them. What's the point in sitting at home postig silly post like this to a blog? There's nothing wrong with it, no... but it's ...boring... . And even though i have no school this week (but all of my friends have to go to school) I feel really bored and tired... . Despite of this... everything is perfect, work is going on well, dancing is improving, school is okay... but it's all the same for a VERY LONG TIME..i mean...i need change... I can't stand this stereotype anymore. It's SO CONFUSING... I don't know what to do with myself... lol... Yes, I have become a totally confused and chaotic person...and I'm proud od it.. at least I'm not like everyone out there on the streets. They all think they are perfect. But they can't be. Why? Because they are all the same. Everyone thinks he's special, but eventually the opposite is true. I also think that I'm not like the others, and I believe in this theory, but at the same time I konw that in others' eyes I'm just a part of the crowd. That' s CRAZY!!! :-D...

TRUTH

Flood this room with the brightest light
clean the stains of blood from a fight
lock the doors, so noone sees
your ugly face, your deepest fears.