ABOUT MUSIC

I do not know a single person who doesn't like music. Everyone has his/her favourite artist. Don't tell me you haven't 'fallen in love' with a song yet! But... the music of today is..not quite ok for me. Maybe you already know what I want to say...It's about it's purpose. Yes.. the reason why people sing the songs they sing, why they write the lyrics they write. Nowdays everyone wants to be succesful, which means, for the most of the people having a huge amount of money... they all want to become celebrities. And they do everything to fulfill this 'dream'. I turn on the TV and all I see is sensless stuff, with no idea, but great melody and a breath taking video. And what is worse, people like it... people like this nonsense, just because it looks good. That's absurd for me. We should be appreciating artists that have talent, that want to tell something to the world and not rich people surrounded with dancing models singing about a night 'in da club'... . I know tons of artist and all fo them have the same thing in common - they are not willing to change their art according to the latest fashion and the requirements of the popular scene... so they are completely lost, because they have no chance to show their message to all the people. And meanwhile , in a few minutes, a dumb celebrity earns more moeny than most of us during our whole lives. Sad, but true.

	Jason Hayes - Echoes
	Tired

VOICES FROM NOWHERE

Undying whsiper talks to my brain
slowly like cancer it floods my veins
wanted to tell me that I wasn't true
punish me for the truth that I knew

It's too late for the voices from nowhere
I'll never let them go too far
they'll never reach my ears again
or leave another scar

Now I've silenced the voices from nowhere
the limits were set too high
I've opened my eyes, I 've seen them all
the voices told me a lie.

THIS IS ONE OF THE SONGS FROM MY ALBUM 'VOICES FROM NOWHERE'
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HAPPINESS EVERYWHERE... AGAIN

Oh well... this year's first snow has fallen yesterday in Bratislava so I was forced to realize how close we are to christmas. I already noticed that there are lots of lights on the streets, all the shopping malls are glowing like they had no inerest in energy saving. Everything is different. Firms are preparing for the 'great income' that will come as soon as the masses begin shopping all kinds of useless stuff to put under the christmas tree. It's weird... suddenly everyone is happy, cheerful, people run around with smiles on their faces... but why? Why are they so happy? They all look like all of their problems have disappeared and the only thing to worry about is the present buying. I never understood the reason for this, and I probably never will. Yeah, they say that christmas is the time for the family to be together... but what actually prevents them from being together all year? If they want to be with each other why do they have to wait for christmas?

Another thing I don't like about christmas is the way people decorate EVERYTHING. I went to the city yesterday and saw that it was (again) being transformed into 'Las Vegas'. For illustration I have included some pictures of the disgusting christmas tree in the middle of the main square and the Presidential palace (yes, it's the home of our president decorated with thousands of lights). It looks awful.

I'm sorry if I offended anyone. It's not that I hate christmas..no... I just don't understand... why people do the things they do... christmas without these things would be much better..at least for me.

	Guano Apes - Never Born
	Ignorant

NEO NAZI KIDS

13 years old neonazi girls - music stars!!! They have blue eyes, blonde hair and they are only 13!!! They have good vocies, their singing is quite ok, one plays the guitar and the other plays the violin. They have formed the duo Prussian Blue and they spread discrimination and hatred by their songs. They currently live in California, in a town called Bakersfield with their mother who gives them 'white' education. She teaches them everything at home, so they only go to school for exams. They aren't stupid, they have excellent results in tests, but at home they are taughts things that they can't understand yet! Despite they are only 13 they have a good reputation on the 'white power scene'. When they were 11 their mother, with them by her side organized a protest agains immigrants directly in front of the president. They have also played on one of the 'white power fests' - the hammer fest. They have already been invited to some radios for interviews. Here are some of their 'own words':

What do you think is the biggest problem that white people have? -There is lack of white children that should replace us here when we die, especially lack of 'quality white children. It is obvious that white girls, who have the right 'white' proportins care much more about how to dress up, they go to parties rather than getting married and have children.

Is this not enough? Ok... so they actually tried to persuade the interviewer that there were actually no 'gas chambers' used against jews (prussian blue is a chemical substance that should remain in the area after using gas, but none was found in the gas chambers)... this is the favourite argument of neo nazis when questioning the existence of the chambers. They have even made a song in german called 'weiss weiss weiss' ('white white white') ... i do not have anything to add to this, go see yourself.
prussian blue official website

	Marilyn Manson - Coma Black
	Shocked

OUT OF IDEAS

I am certain that all of you have already passed a period of time when you had no idea what to do. I am in such a state right now. Maybe it is because I need some rest, or it's just my incapability of being creative. It is strange, but all my ideas flow away like water in a river and I just can't catch them. So... lately I've been doing useless things like studying and doing nothing. All of this causes me to get bored...yes, I am bored... I just can't think of anything that would make sense, my mind is switched off. I just listen to music, I copy the lyrics to my head and I accept them as if they were true. (For me they mean truth, otherwise I wouldn't listen to this music, but I just can't stand the Idea of stealing someone's thoughts and write them down so everyone thinks how intelligent I am) - that's not my style, so..instead of posting something that didn't even come out of my own head I decided to write a boring post.. :D. Another thing I was thinking about was changing my blog layout a little bit. It's not because I don't like this one, but because it hasn't changed for a long time... and I love change..so... this is the part where you come in! If you have any idea how to improve anything on this blog, just post it here... I want something more than just my adjustments, so be creative and think! What would you like to change?

	Marilyn Manson - Antichrist Superstar
	Sarcastic

BASTARDS

On wednesday thousands of people filled the Hodzovo square in Bratislava. The reason for this was the murder of a 21 year old student, killed by the nazis. All kinds of people were present, actors, singers, students, antinazis... and of course politicians... . I wasn't there, I had too much things to do, but if i had just a little time I'd go there for sure. Maybe the time has come for this blind nation to realize what world we really live in. They should all have noticed long ago that there is no real freedom of speech or thoughts... there is reign of those who have power, and those who discriminate others..for not being just like them. This is sick!

	Björk - Bachelorette
	Annoyed

I SLEEP

So invisible, unseen by my eyes
hatred, untouchable, in my scars
painful, deliverance, another soul dies
I sleep and I run away from these lies

Sleepless, eyes are shut, looking for sense
proven innocent, target of offence
holy sacrifice, part of the sequence
I sleep and I can't jump over this fence

I wake up, I see nothing but seeds
they grow into plants and blossom with greed
I wake up, there is nothing in here
only poisonous darts of this daily routine

Love, incomplete, I am so blind
price of existence is so high
poor, unexposed, destined to hide
I sleep and I don't want to stay alive.

GAMES

By the sidewalk there is a man
he waves his hand and turns away
he is doing everything he can
to destroy another useless day

the smile upon his face, the tears ain't coming
the story of many days, the fear is stunning
it makes me go too far, beyond this meaning
we all feel alive, but we're dead from the beginning

We stand alone in the darkness
we burn in deadly flames
the reason is forgotten
he likes to play these games

our future is so certain
given by god himself
he waves his hand and turns away
destroys another day.